But, by the Grace of Jesus, those 2 gunshots are just during my nightmares.
Perhaps he heard my landlords within the device above mine being released to their porch, seeing me personally in the pub keeping my neck attempting to let them know to phone 911, without any sound being released, then screaming down that they were calling the police (I had told them when we moved in just a couple days prior that I had a crazy ex-husband, they were old-time bikers who happily agreed to keep an eye out for us), or maybe he had a moment of clarity, but either way, I know God was there at him to leave.
My ex-husband is just a sociopath, a monster, a demon into the flesh and I also believe along with my heart he had been effective at killing our youngsters that time. It would be done by him to harm me personally. We have a movie recording of their divorce proceedings lawyer, taken just a couple months ago as soon as we found that she knows he would do ANYTHING to hurt me, including hurting the kids out he was getting released, telling me. She withdrew through the full situation and eliminated herself as their council right before the termination of our breakup. She later on said she felt that she was scared for me and the kids like she was doing the devils work. He wound up destroying her life too- he took her laptop computer and hacked into all her customer files, producing such in pretty bad shape she couldn’t get over it. She couldn’t show it absolutely was him and this woman is presently fighting to help keep her attorney’s permit.
He had been away from home for just two months and through that right time he discovered me personally once I had taken up into a buddies household. Continue reading “Those 2 weapon shots still provide me nightmares. But, because of the Grace of Jesus…”